ive finally came to the conclusion that i cant play these games with guys anymore that really dont want anything to do with me. its all a waste of time and energy and gets my emotions crazier than they already are.
i want what you have so badly, honestly im glad you found it..but i just wish i could atleast find something close..
its not so much that i miss you anymore, its just i want to be on your level so bad..your moved on, and happy. you love her...i know its not the same kind of love but its gotta be pretty damn close if your so happy. when i start to cry before we get off the phone now its not really over you anymore..im just lonely i miss the satisfaction of calling someone my own..and im so jealous that you or anybody can say they have that. time is seriously flying by and the days seem to only get lonlier.